Actually, m not drop off yet...
though m so sick, suffered lots and lots more,
but i still want to finish my blog 1st,
as in fact i have a lot to say.
Cause I'll receive a morning call,
a very very sweet morning call,
from him, tomorrow morning.
So i can sacrifice a lil' bit of my precious sleep time.
I just wanna finish what i want to vent out today.

Dear,
i could sensed that u've changed, a lot.
Maybe, two of us too.
We've come this far,
as we learnt and facing many predicament, difficulties...
I've grown up!! How did u do?

But maybe u change in a different aspect.
Did u thought of, our relationship, goes a li' bit, slightly, ...
distorted? or twisted?
After the thing I've told ya, about it.

I don't know how to answer you the question u gave me today.
But if u really dont want to know
you wont ask it out at last right?
So i did assume you want to know it really...
but i dont know if i could...if i able to answer you...
if i could...make it...or not.

Sorry i've got no time to write it in chinese,
so just try to understand what i want to carry out...

I just want you to understand.
I just try my best to tell you how deep i fell in love.

I told my mom the truth.
But what i get the answer is.
She...
Urgh.
What the earth is going on?!!
Her response made me feel sick!
Just...
she dont get the love when she was still a teenager and she jealous me right!?

Phht...
well...
m quite tired.

I have to type-off here.Nightz.