without anything

I've been be bursting to blog everytime, but it was so out of mood, i had no motivation to do so since everything goes upside down, no informations , no sounds, no happiness...my world downed. I live like hell, no target, non goals, objectiveLESS, yes it's just bcuz i was a damn stoopid clinging vine!! I hate myself like this, i was so hell feels like being dumped by him even it's not! i live without anything, ...why, i was supposed not to be that frail...no i cant. definitely. if you leave me after you crushed in my world for a period of time, yes, m that fragile, m goin to close and seal up myself , yes you've been hurting me more than you imagined! so, if you dont want to stay together with me until the end, to go wherever i goes, then please get off, dont even step into my world once, or you might hurts me like hell. and now, i hate you. you hurts me you hurts me 1000000000 multiply!