Crushed and Addicted =(

Playist :
1-Hey, Soul sister (Train)
2-World Behind my Wall (Tokio Hotel)
3-Alejandro (Lady Gaga)
4-Break your Heart (Taio Cruz)
5-Airplanes (BoB)
6-California Gurls (Katy Perry)
7-Rude Boy (Rihanna)
8-你为什么说谎 （叮当）
9-只为爱上你 （S.H.E）
10-Nothin on You (BoB feat Bruno Mars )

well, i dont crushed or addicted to those.

What i really addicted and crushed is...to someone.
Maybe I'm afraid that I'll lose that guy one day,
I'll crying and crying non-stop to cry a river then cries...
Uh..Now i know,people's fates are not in the hands of themselves.
What only we can do is, believing.No choice but believing, in no where.
Believe...aimless.

Yes my dear fellow friends,
I've got my health back.
No worries, be happy.=)
But i couldn't snatch back my time that i'd lost.
Sorry, I'm helpless, I cried.

I hate separation but WE are not able to control it,
You know what, I'm facing the reality that you dont.
Don't ever gimme expectations that maybe you would come back one day
or you'll marry me as your wife...
Who can tell us the actual story? The actual future?
You'll damage it with your own hand, so stop.

Face it, yes we'll just separate.
Yes.You'll leave me alone.
Yes, ...yes.You'll just dump me in nowhere.