special things happens when u least expect' em

i dont know where u get the information, but i feel good u tell me that, thx my friend

i always recall my dear inspiration when i listen to musics, but those times ain't what times my mom let me facing computers...what the...and now m lacking off inspirations again, ...nah...inspirations-deprived.
well, chinese songs are sad, Angela's -遗失的美好 the melodyline was naratting the lost of nicety thingy between the broken-up couple, the girl always bringing the smiles that the boys always like her to do, and finding the nice things that she lost to, and narrating narrating...untill what the tears drop down my face and i can't finish wiping it away, my dress got wet......
yup, what i want to say is...m just like the girl, wanting back what i'd lost it for years, attempt to do so,...but what given me back was rubbish, all comes upside down.. a mess...

PEANUT, we can't go back anymore, we'd lost the PRECIOUS thing, lost it.
what can we do? go on our split relationship? or ended up?
you know what, u're totally a NUT for me before, a cute NUT...but all the things changed and changed, including the feelings u gave me, u'd chANGEd to be a MAN, m afraid of u. This is what u left after two years.So, stretch out ur eye-lid and look over around and look who's having a crush on you, forget bout us.We're a past.Put effort on others, you'll have a better life.

I know we'll miss each other, even now m listening to what u'd introduced me - LOVE STORY from VAN...m crying, sorrow for every moment we've go through, that's most beautiful memories i've ever seen...
UNWILLING!! RELUCTANT!! but , I HAVE TO GIVE UP!!
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sry.....
i can't continue anymore.
I miss you..