Apologize * journal

i don't know where should start, where should come to an end, but what m definitely sure is, i have to apologize to everyone i've been hurt.Especially my best friends and others stuffs that cares me much...ya'll put a lots of efforts on me, but i thought what i'd given ya'll was just hell...i didn't even cares bout ya'll feelings...yea, m that sort of...um...kinda not really likes to care others much,...but there's a reason why, ....it's just because, i'll thought what i've done was just rubbish and ya'll are not gonna appreciate it. Maybe this was the wrong notion, the wrong aspect...the very wrong ones.

But because everyone had their own stories some kind hard to tell, ...

Mortal are the same, they wont appreciate or cherish when precious things came to them, sometimes they ignored ... they dont know the value, are so effective...the authority are strong, to everyone...they don't care.All are self-minded, selfish.So i hate caring ppl.

At the mean time, i have to say sorry.

Sorry to WL :

i always thought both of us having misunderstanding...well, MISUNDERSTANDING happens everytime everywhere, between everyone.You know, I've been thought , you always treaten me bad, especially you always take advantages of me, make use of ...whatever.Mayb, maybe you done this before to me, you have to ask yourself cuz i feel keen of it...But if i hurts you, and sometimes i don't know i dont realize i done something wrong, so pls dont be mad, m here always to say sorry, and if you needs me, you're being welcome all the time, i'll by your side. M here to support you always.You know, we are thoughtful.We're bigger than others, we're munificent-minded. I knew you'll agree with that ><

Sorry to KW :

I knew, m the really stupid stuff in your 1234567890 world, and i always act so stupid as you cant really stand it. But that's the way i live happily merrily.Sorry that I'd wasted your time, your energy your stamina, but i can't help with numbers but bemuzed...trance...muzzy...And times i forced you out, i never thought for you , (hey here comes objection, m thoughtful~! ==)and i made so many problems to you, and you have to handle it yourself, m not helping just make it worse...phhhhht...Sorry.But please tell me, what's my mistake, i want to change it, dont hide me from that, then you're not helping.At last, sorry.

Sorry to AMIGO :

AMIGO is a ...french?m not sure it's a french or german or...but it means FRIEND.

*p/s : If somebody knew it was wrong, just tell, thanks a lot.

I always needed support from you guys, I knew 'THANKS' are no longer enough to speak out my feelings, but I always say thank you to you guys, buddies, but have you realize?I always say something with truly-fully-hearted, so AMIGO who sees this blog this entry, hear carefully whatever i say, it might be my real words my real feelings, it doesnt seem a joke, even if m acting stupid, cuz i always be silly.

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next story, it's all about yesterday.

The study group dismissed at 9pm.

Quite weird...becuz the study group was just four of us, and m the only she.And what inflated is , we're going to WEICHENG's house, hey....a girl with three guys....cause a scene....ahhh not that scene, just a scene so glare...==

actually nothing worth to jot down, but it's quite a memorable day.We actually didn't do a lot of work, especially WingsDi bcuz he's the one keep thinking bout the theory of his beloved MATHS...and then, we hang out together, to the park, play badminton together, but not in the court so and the winds are disturbing....finally my auld sick relapse, lil' bit reel, images are swirling...so i asked them to gimme something to eat.Wow...blablabla...(not planning to narrate sumore, i'll summarise...zzz)

Then it's time to go back.(O.0...wut a blinding speed)No lah, WeiCheng is about time to go for tuition, then his mummy fetch us to mutiara,...aha, when we reach a turn i can't control the speed is too fast, until i have a small pile and squeeze upon WingsDi, OMG, m i heavy~~haha, and we sit at the MAMAK, ordered some roti tissue....then chit-chating...Over.Byebye

finally....urgh.

homework frustrating...nearly get pissed off!

And today, we're not going out...because....

hmm...

so then i'd told ya' i'll sticking infront of the computer until now you see!! I haven't even started to do my homework yet...

gud-bye everyone~MMmmmuAAH!!