heartbreak

i dont know i dont know i dont know!!Dont force me please!!

i admit it...i like that guy....><

i like that guy for nearly two years but i just didnt get to see him in my world~

now i just realize he's got feel on me before, but y m i so stupid!!

i dont get his signal...sadding...

and now i know my fren doesnt lie to me, whatever she said was just for real

but everything's gone, over.dont even get to turn back to the past...

and i'll nvr b back to the own me, he's not the own him

we are nearly like strangers, kinda odd...

did he feel something nowadays?

my silly frens, and mostly crazy was guys not girls that knew i like him!

(p/s: girls was my closest fren but not more now)

they felt it, so why will it sound impossible if he doesnt know i like him?

so?what's the conclusion?not know yet.....

all this while J was not close to me but i just force myself to b close to him

see?it was so pity...force to close...like wut?not even a beggar...?

and please...what m i gonna do?and the second problem m encounterering was ...

my fren , my GIRL was in love with him, for nearly a year.

i really dont get to tell anyone this, i scare the secret will b out cum to one and to ten or then the whole world...

using those eye-sight to look at me again

and that was my nightmare!!PLs NO!

dna...i thguoht...i tnow reve teg ot llet enoyna wonk ym terces eromyna...

but i once failed again.